Am i passionate towards this job?

After i finished this article from my friends blogsite , and more specifically i read the comment from my friend, my heart shouts at "Are you Nuts ?" volume "Are you passionate towards the job you do here?". I need not answer this. My floor maintainence friend who salaams me daily can give you four options. a) No b) No c) No d) No.
I have been answering and soothing myself that this is due to the work i do(testing & not development) , because i'm not yet considered to be worthful to be sent onsite, because i'm not getting the package my friends get in some other MNCs. Is it true my dear heart? Hey where are you? Ooh! Stop imagining about quitting this, going out and live the life that i want to live.What do i know ?
Can i not survive in this city? Of course, i can. I will fight to win my place or make my mark in the field that i'm really PASSIONATE.But, the tricky question here is " Can i fight my society?". The society that here i mean is my poor mom's family friends who have the authority to change her decisions. They have suceeded in almost everytime they play their game.
I understand that their victories or losses is upto me or atleast to accept it as victory or a loss.
If i win in a few iterations, the society will raise and praise me with loving hugs. But the Else part is not equally good. I know that the number of iterations will be more and my probablity of winning in those will not be zero ( if i can't make it 1.)
Is it not the time to treat my heart and it's feelings that has lead to me in crunch situations ? Hey, where are you ? Oooh, stop dreaming.